A Simple Thing Called Love

so here i am again, with a heart so heavy.
feelings and emotions are so complicated really.
its been one and a half years and yet, when it comes to her, i juz cant understand myself.
i miss her so bloody much.
its been days since we spent some time together.
each time the phone vibrates, im hoping its her.
and when it isnt, i juz dont wanna reply the msg.
when it is her, i wanna msg and msg non-stop.
but i dnoe why, i dont try to keep the convo flowing.
no actually, i think i know why.
coz i assume that shes busy with work and i'll juz drop it.
i wanna talk to her so much but smth stops me.
and anw, i cant expect anyth frm her rmb?
even though we're talking again, i still feel empty.
so void of true happiness and peace.
my days are spent thinking abt things that'll never happen.
and it is at these times that i sought the company of my boy.
i dont wanna do so anymore coz it upsets me that i can never meet him again.
so i guess that juz leaves me with the last option.
i shd start talking to guys again.
or maybe gurls coz i've got a "secret" admirer in school.
but the prob is, i'll never love any of them.
my mind, body and soul is all hers.
on a lighter note, racial harmony day was good.
sari was disastrous though.
and it was mr lai's last day.... )))):
gonna be so bored in school.
oh yes, i was chatting with mr lai this morn and guess what?
he said im chio. -beams.
dont be jealous haziratul, its okay.

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